hmmm... it has been sooome time! since i'm a dork and have nothing better to do i will share some photos that i have shared on lj as well... oh man... i alwayz vowed to myself i would never refer to livejournal as "lj" but alas... i have broken that vow... it is truly sad and disturbing! *sigh* life just isn't what it use to be!

haha! i'm orange!!! sweet!

now i'm red! wow! i'm just changing colors all over the place!

that is one of my favorite ones that i've done! although... i have done some pretty sweet ones that are saved on my computer... but i can't post them just yet b/c... well i don't have the internet on my computer which TOTALLY sux! so i have to save them and bring them downstairs to this one in order to upload them... well someday i'll do that! enjoy my random/weird pictures! i had fun editing them... but they aren't the best ones i've done so just you wait!! Deppness ©:

by the way... saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and loved it! soo funny!!

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wow... wow... wow... i haven't even looked at my xanga in soooo long... i kinda miss it! i miss not seeing my beautiful color scheme... i miss not seeing everyone else's xanga's... i miss informing other xanga-ins of my life... but most of all i miss not looking for johnny pictures everyday! although i must confess i still do that a lot! hmm.. well my life kinda sux... i mean it's gonna get better with some help... but let's just face it... i'm struggling through everything. on a brighter and happier note... I GOT A NEW PUPPY!!!!! yeah... he's the cutest thing ever... but still i keep thinking about Diablo. i miss that dog soooo much he was the best dog. i hate that we had to put him down... i still cry myself to sleep over it a lot... that and my disease or w/e you wanna call that... anywayz... i'm done! Deppness ©:

man i'm sooooo excited for that movie!!!

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hmmm... i figure i never update my xanga so here i am. it's 12:23am on Saturday the 7th of May then. i just got back from hanging out with steph and laura. we went swinging and played on the playground at school and took pictures. but then i had to come home. so yeah... i'm a huuuuuuuge mess lately. tooooo many emotions all at once. i can't stand it. i'm stressed about everything. i'm scared about everything. i'm sad about everything. i just don't know how to handle it. i dk ... w/e... but chelsea TOTALLY made my day today! i came into school (2nd hour french) only to find that chelsea had bought the new NIN cd for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i must say it is one amazing cd! it made my whole day! i love that girl! she knows just what to do or say! seriously chels i do love you!! hmm... rach also had her surgery today... but i didn't get to talk to her b/c by the time i got her message and got back from my game i figured it'd be a little late to call... plus she'd probably be sleeping. but from what i know all is good. i still can't believe she tore her ACL!! craziness... ok well i'm gonna go off to bed now! Deppness ©:

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well today for the most part was a really good day. took a trip up to gvsu with my mom and laura! lol! that was really fun. it's such a niiiice campus... but i still don't really know where i'm gonna go!!! then we got back home (5 hrs in a car in one day is quite a lot... plus stopping like every ten minutes for me to pee! ha! i'll never learn!) and i took laura home... i haven't driven in like forever!! at least that's what it seems like! then i got back home and i dk... i just got really depressed... and i'm still feeling it. i dk... ugh! but seriously today was really fun. i'm glad that laura could come with us! hmm... hopefully i'll get some clarity on my future soon! Deppness ©:

holy crap i cannot wait for this movie!!!!!! ooh... and the corpse bride!! ahh! yay! that puts me in a better mood!

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yeah so i came back in case you didn't realize this. florida was amazing. i wish i was still there. but life just suuuuuuux right now... i hate my life... i hate my family... everything i do and everything i touch just turns to shit. my life is shit. Deppness ©:

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